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09 March 2010 @ 11:12 pm
If you don't need me...you won't have me.
09 March 2010 @ 08:50 pm
I'm financially fucked. I hope I'm just overreacting. But I don't think I can make it until May. And i really don' want to get a job until August (I can go back to Target in August). If I get a job now I probably won't be able to take off to go to the wedding in which I'm the photographer, I won't be able to to take off to go to Germany before August, and I certainly won't be able to do some of the awesome things I would like to do this summer. Such as, camping, playing in the park with my dog, going to the lake and the family sunday jet ski. I won't be able to get sundays off to do the lake thing with my family every sunday. I just wanted this spring/ summer to be awesome. I hate this GI bill crap. I don't ever get paid until the last week of school. I'm so screwed. Oh, and when I do get paid in May, more than half will most likely be what I owe the government already. UGH.
27 February 2010 @ 12:35 pm
Well this was unexpected...haha
20 February 2010 @ 04:08 am
19 February 2010 @ 01:21 pm
My mom was super excited to hear I was writing in this thing again. Just wanted to say hi.

Anyway, I was thinking and I'm going to stick to my guns on this one. I can't always be the one diving in head first. So unless something changes, I'm not giving you what you want. I'm not even sure what you want.

I'm allergic to my face...
18 February 2010 @ 10:34 pm
... by that I mean yesterday, someone told me "We should swear off guys." You know what I said? "umm no...". Why is it when one girl has guy problems she wants all of her friends to swear them off? And you know she isn't going to swear them off herself. In my opinon, she just wants her friends to swear off guys so she has more to choose from. You know? I don't mean that's her logic in the mess, but I do think subconsciously that's the reason a girl would ask her friends to swear off guys. Do I think that was this girl's intentions? Well with the mood I'm in, I'm going to say that's a BIG maybe.

I'm frustrated. I know why. I'm choosing not to acknowledge how I feel though. Because really, I had no idea i even felt like this. It happened very suddenly and i kind of want to punch myself in the face because of it. Oh how I like to complicate things that could be so simple.

I want to live in a warmer climate. FO SHO. Immediately.

So really the last thing i want to say is this. I want to inform girls that apparently there are two types of us according to a friend of mine: Either we are nice and kind of pretty or we are hot. The average girls will go on to marry while the hot girls will only get used and have sex. My friend was implying that I will only get used in life. Great right? But I was thinking about the kind of guys I date. I like what's considered "the bad boy". Or the socially off kind of guys. And I realized that it's not that I don't want to date a nice guy, it's that they don't want me. They want the girls that have issues. I've known several guys this way. they say she's "interesting" but I know what they really mean..." She has tons of personal problems and I'd like to try and fix her while I get in her pants." That's ok. I'll just go on having great sex and disposing of these bad, socially off men.

I need to stop staring...unless you stare back, Haley
18 February 2010 @ 03:35 pm
...Because sometimes I think being friends with you is a mistake. Only sometimes. Because you my bring happiness and fun but you also cause drama and you want too much. You want what you can't have and you use what you do have. Why ruin so many things when they were better before you touched them? That's all. I'm not even sure if I mean it. But right now...I feel ok saying this.
21 October 2009 @ 02:42 am
I have a crush on a boy and I like another boy. And then there's one that I thought wasn't in the picture...that apparently wants to be.

Crush Boy: Not allowed.
Like Boy: Being a SUPER QUEEN. He likes me also but he's retarded.
Out of the Picture Boy: I wouldn't mind if he came in the picture...once he makes his gf an ex-gf....lol.

Blacklight Highlighter party this weekend! Super excited. I'm wearing Boxie Shorts, tube socks, and a white tee(duh...) Should be an interesting partayyyy...all three boys will be there. And My best friends minus Fagleen and Kenny. I wish you two could be here!

I'm getting kicked out in January...I think I'm going to rent a house. Fuck apartments. lol

Feeling like P Diddy, Haley
30 September 2009 @ 09:37 pm

I needed a hair cut. Since I've started growing my hair, I've been terrified of people cutting it. Plus, I've been going to the same two stylists (one in Indiana and one in Florida) for years. Since I clearly cannot get my hair cut in Florida anymore, I wanted to go to my lady here. Not possible. Apparently, she wasn't getting enough business and her salon closed. She was amazing too! So I had to go to...a Hair Cuttery. I've never had a good hair cut from anyone there. (Miss Breanda doesn't count.) The lady did my hair...it was ok. Ehh. I got home and decided I hated my bangs because she sucks. So I went back embarrassed and had her redo them. They look a little better but I'm not going back. Ever. Despite it being the cheapest hair cut I've ever had. It was only $13 plus an undeserved tip. I'd rather pay my usual $60+ for a great hair cut. Call me stuck up. I don't care. I like quality.


22 September 2009 @ 12:39 am

I got a car! I got a car! WOOT. FREEDOMMMMMM!

And I have made friends and they are very neatttt. We party.


Lastly, I hate when people use baby talk. You know who you are. It's annoying. Stop.

You better think!, Haley